21st Century Love
Its not that your a bum ass nigga who took advantage of me or knocked me up but figuratively I gave you all of me and opened up and gave you what shouldve been given to my husband or at least my boyfriend…I was your friend and I shouldnt have put all that I did into us; I wouldnt have been so hurt when we stopped talking. I gave you the key to my heart and my body and didnt require commitment or anything from you, and when the cookie crumbled and you decided we probably werent going to work out I was left standing in the ruins of my own emotions because I had given away so much to you and it wasnt until you gave it all back I realized how much I had invested. So I dont blame you because people will take what they can get I blame who I WAS that allowed you to live and reside in my head and heart and not pay rent. I gave things away freely that should come with the highest costs. Now the next man has to pay for those mistakes, has to work twice as hard to heal what I allowed to happen. It isnt fair but its the 21st century love where it isnt really love its just fear of being alone or missing out on a good thing so we settle for right now and miss out on the ring. There so much going on in our lives and everything is so complicated lets just keep things simple see where this goes . But us women are left with promises and the morning after…and thats how we move through life; we accept being treated like the friend but we keep giving like the wife.


